Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Try & Try Again!!
If at first you don't exceed try and try again. With that advice for the Doctor we set a plan in action. As long as the surgery(Ovarian Drilling) that I had back in July is somewhat working,meaning I sometime get my period and and most months it somewhat comes. We will be trying the Colmid pills again to see if it will make me get my period every month so that I have a chance to ovulate. We will try this for three months unless it works then we will continue to keep taking the Colmid so I get my period each month. If I do get my period I will be taking an home ovulation test each day for 7 days. If/when the test comes back positive I will go into the doctor within 48 hours to have the IUI.(Intrauterine Insemination) This procedure will be preformed by them threading a very thin flexible catheter through my cervix and injecting washed sperm directly into my uterus.
I really really hope that the Clomid treatments will work this time. I will keep my fingers crossed and my mind in a positive state. I really do love that so many family and friends do come to my blog each time I post to check in on our journey. I feel the love and kindness of some many people.
As always keep us in your prayers and thoughts!! ~Love The Lange's

Thursday, March 3, 2011

If you fill the bottle to full it is going to overflow sooner or later!!
My bottle is full to the brim and I am overflowing with emotions today. I am so emotional I will just start crying over ever little thing. I go on Facebook and everyone is pregnant or just had a baby. The fear I have that I maybe will never be a mother is extremely high and I am so scared to go to the appointment on Monday. The fear that this is the last step and it may not work then my fears becomes my reality.
I am surrounded with some may supportive family and friends but I feel VERY ALONE.
Please keep us in your prayers and thoughts. I will be posting something on Monday after my appointment once I find out more details. ~The Lange Family